Days go by. So fast. So slow. Nothing happens. Big things happen. All at once. Slowly. Changes. Me. Us. Preparations. Happy thoughts. Frightening moments. Black. White. Life is taking over. This shall be the autumn representing life. Last autumn- the opposite. Memories rush closer as the day sneaks upon us. Halloween will always remind us of that wonderful person we lost. And miss a lot. I wish she could take part of the big thing changing our lives right now. Somehow I feel she does.