Blogging is fun. But it also makes me want more. It makes me feel like our home is not good looking enough. I see some many nice homes on internet. I´m often discontent. It could always get better. We can fix it like that. (Still I know we have a very nice home). But for who? Like my boyfriend says- we´re not supposed to show it off to anyone. It´s just us. Anyway, I tend to pick on details. I want a better looking kitchen. Even though it works for our needs. I want other furniture every second month. I want new things on our walls. I want things to match. And mismatch in a cool way. I want it special. I want it clean. I want it to be a personal home. I want old. I want new. I want I want I want. And all this crash with my yoga mentality. And my green living. What is wrong? Can I blame it on blogging?
This was my thoughts while spending winter brake in our house. It was good getting back to work. Moved my focus. Filled my head with other stuff. Lots of work. I can´t understand why someone want to be home all the time. Variation is good.